Vacuum

We meet so many people during our journey of life, some we know, some we just dont know but end up talking to maybe for directions, shopkeepers etc. and some we know, who are very close, some get close and some are just normal.

There is a sense of vacuum which has always been there, which seems to have deepened and feels like as if there will be an explosion, everything seems to be incomplete and there is allot to do, there has always been a search in life, but what is the search for is a big mystery. Each time it feels the search is over but realize the goal is still very far off.

There is allot of sufference, pain, struggle and questions, to support it all is the faith, love and support.

Debate for Age

It is very weired why I could not stop thinking about the episode, wanted to discuss it with everybody, know every body's opinions. Each time the topic came up I was alert and enjoyed it... this was something weired, me behaving like a teenager....

Am I going back to my teens? was the question in my mind... the ability of judging the right and the wrong was dying...a constant debate of right and wrong, a constant debate of age and no age... a constant debate of generations.... a constant debate of To be or Not To be was on.... the debate carried on..... the mind kept denying and the heart kept convincing the thought...

The thought of it getting over soon with time and the life would get back to normal after the evening was on... but who knew what would happen, as the debate was on on the other side too.... but I loved the Debate for Age.

Speech By A Prisoner

"People have been running after me for a long time, for what is a big question which I am also not able to understand but they have been running.

Today when I stopped they caught me and have put in front of this camera to address the nation, for what.. is another question... why have they caught me is another question...

I have been running, but always in front and been chased.. everybody runs, some run up hill and some run down hill.... I have always run Up Hill so the people along with me have always run Up Hill and risen higher and higher...still I don't understand why today I have been caught.

Now that I have been caught doesn't mean I will stop running, because I will be still followed now by Press and Media to know what next is happening in my life..... so see you again and yes Catch Me if You Can."

The non existant reality

It is very strange but true that recently I have started to talk about the non exisiting person in my life.

I live with the thought of that person being around, imagine myself looking after that person. I am so sure my life would change so much if it happens for real.